Why

When you’re near him and I’m next to you,
You seem to be stuck to him like glue
But what you never notice is me
Standing beside you like I’ll always be
To you, I seem to not exist
It’s like I’m made of air and mist

It always hurts to see
That you’d choose him over me
When he just popped up like yesterday
While I’ve always been there in every way
Through calls, through mind, through heart
As your best friend, I’ve always played my part
But I just don’t understand
How you’d rather lend, not me, but him, a helping hand

Him and I ask you the same thing
But you answer only to him, it stings
It’s as if I’m not even there at all
As if I were still as a doll
That you can play on strings
So to him you can cling
While knowing that I’ll be there
For you whenever you want me to care
But it doesn’t work like that

When you’re upset, he and I will run to you
When I’m upset, there’s no one I could talk to
Besides my own shadow, I’ll be alone
Quiet as night and still as a stone,
You’ve never been there as far as I care
I’ve never seen you rush up to me
When I’m crying and hurt, as if you can’t see
When I feel lost and alone, I know you’ll be there
But somehow right now you’ve wound up elsewhere
Probably beside him, trying to impress
Him and his friends with your voice and the rest
I don’t know how you’d rather be with him
When I thought I was enough, turns out I was dim
We kept each other rather happy until he came along
Now in our hearts you’ve forgotten the song
Of our friendship that was set in stone
So that we’ll never be alone
But that’s just what I am
It’s almost like you’ve shut a door in my face with a slam

I just don’t get what I’ve done wrong!